WHOOTS!

1 down!

3 more to go....

Exams are drawing closer day by day...

and I am somewhat freaked out by the idea of taking the corporate finance exam which hold 55% of the entire unit's grade.

Bless my brain.

It's time for me to hit the books...

Cheers to y'all!

12:51 PM

how wacky can that be?!

2:07 PM

1 week of school holidays don't really make any difference (in terms of work load & stress level).

Except for the fact that I need not travel to school and I could slug home...

Anyway, the past few days was rather unproductive I should say.

I don't feel motivated to finish up anything or do anything as I feel so lost and frustrated.

A part of me wants to finish and clear up the work, but the other part of me just wears me down mentally...

There is so many things going in my head that I shove every single bit of it out,

leaving nothing much but crap in it.

Hopefully I can knock some sense into my brains and get working as the clock is ticking...

Till then,

Happy Easter/ Anzac Day!!

Happy Birthday On Win!

2:50 PM

1 week of school holidays don't really make any difference (in terms of work load & stress level).

Except for the fact that I need not travel to school and I could slug home...

Anyway, the past few days was rather unproductive I should say.

I don't feel motivated to finish up anything or do anything.

A part of me wants to finish and clear up the work, but the other part of me just wears me down mentally...

There is so many things going in my head that I shove every single bit of it out,

leaving nothing much but crap in it.

Hopefully I can knock some sense into my brains and get working as the clock is ticking...

Till then,

Happy Easter/ Anzac Day!!

Happy Birthday On Win!

2:50 PM

Blocked nose over the weekends...

Slightly not that stressed up this week,

however the pile of assignments that will be soon due beckons once more.

Probably will do the assignments more often real soon.

The weather turned slightly colder.

*THANKS FERN FOR THE RING!

Happy Birthday Regina!!

Happy Birthday Yi Yan!!

Till then.

9:05 AM

Our 'roomie relationship' is having a very good improvement.

I hope this will continue in the long run.

On the other hand, school is getting very overwhelming.

In the sense that I have a lot of things on hand. Gah.

One thing that I hate it- Class participation.

The fact that the curriculum forces you to speak up during class, however, not all students get to speak up due to the fact that other students are being "louder" and more "opinionated".

Other softer students DO HAVE A SAY TOO! They can't voice out as fast as the "louder" ones as they are still sorting out the ideas within their head. It is the fact that they are not that rude so as to jump in while another student is voicing out his/her opinion and comment.

This just sucks.

But guess what? I will speak up.

My goal: SPEAK UP IN EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TUTORIAL!

That pretty much sums up what I feel for today.

Till then! Take care you all~

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8:30 PM

We communicated well and everything today went smoothly.

A good start, a good start....

4:57 PM

It has been some time since I last posted something on this blog.

I only happen to realize after my good old friend asked me about my disappearance on this page.

I might be returning to this blog once more so as to type out whatever I wish to share with you all.

So life currently in Sydney, New South Wales is pretty fascinating.

It is unlike my past experience in Hong Kong. Not anything close.

I am currently in the process of learning, adapting and settling down in the new found environment. Since it is not the first time away from Singapore, thus I am perfectly fine with moving away from my home to a new place.

However, the challenges that I face each day here is really frustrating. Another form would be depressing and somewhat stressful. This is due to my current situation whereby I face quite a lot of disagreements with my roommate/ close friend, but yet I could not find the courage to voice it out.

There used to be a time where we were really close and good friends, however, as we grow and change, I feel like the changes are pulling us apart. Despite the fact that we are still facing each other everyday and I am trying my very best to communicate and tolerate her as much as possible, I really feel suffocated and annoyed. I hate this sort of feeling as I know that I should be more gracious and tolerant. But I just can't seem to push away that feeling of being angry and stressed.

In addition, by not being able to voice out to her directly makes things even worst. Knowing for the fact that direct confrontation will allow her to understand what I fully feel, however, the consequences of that "talk/ discussion" could be highly undesirable. Call me coward or useless, I still stand for what I truly feel about how I am currently handling the situation. I cannot bear to start an extreme fury and agitated "talk" as I know well enough how we our friendship will end up eventually. It might have a 'stinging' aftermath but then again, I know it would be good if she knew how I felt.

I would love to think that we could be really good room mates and friends, however, our characters somehow don't really fit the bill.

I thought to myself, perhaps this is the challenge and test that is posed by the higher authority up above. A chapter in life that would really allow me to grow and reflect as an individual. Looking things at a wider perspective and also accepting the challenges that I may face in the future.

In the meantime, I am really truly grateful for the opportunity that my parents gave me. The opportunity to learn and grow overseas and the support that they never fail to provide. My friends all over the world and also my family members back in Singapore are also my support pillars in life. I thank each one of you for being there for me and I hope you are doing well wherever you are currently.

LASTLY,

despite all my frustrations and negative thoughts, I am still glad that I have her (roommate/close friend) around at times. At least I know that I won't be alone in this foreign land and there is someone that is reliable and she never fails to amuse me when I feel upset or disappointed some time in my life.

I truly hope that we grow together and learn more about each other.

I will talk things out eventually. Yes I will.

Till the next entry, take care!

2:20 PM

: - O

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Brain drain.

11:28 PM